I was going to tell him that no matter what was decided, I wanted him
to know that I liked him for being who he was. I snapped the scarf out
of the belt loops and stood before a mirror on the far wall adjusting it
so that it laid symmetrical, then yanked one end longer than the other.
Mr. D. waved the crisp piece of paper, as if to hurry me along.
"Elizabeth Conner, bring the misbegotten."
"Come
on, Yugo," I cuddled him close as I walked out the front door Mr. D
slammed shut and locked. There was movement in the bushes and I thought
I saw a face, but it disappeared so suddenly I wasn't sure I had really
seen anything at all. "Mr. D. there's someone..."
He cut me
off abruptly with, "All are at the Perfect Chambers. And from now on,
you must call me Mr. dIAmand. We mustn't tarry, the proceedings have
already begun."
Mr. D didn't say another word as he strode
toward the center of the city, me trailing behind, Yugo warm and heavy
in my arms. It seemed I had just caught my second wind, when Mr. D
trotted up a set of stairs leading to the largest building of the city
and held open a massive, glass door etched with a figure eight, which I
recognized as the symbol of infinity.
I thought Mr. D had gone
back to his high and mighty manner, but he whispered as I entered, "I
shall wish for us the best outcome, the best for us all."
He
preceded me into the chamber, leaving me below as he ascended stairs to
the first level, nodding to those in the aisle seats, then found a seat
in the front row.
The room must have been the size of
Atlantis, and as I scoped it out I could see it, too, was shaped in a
huge figure eight, with twenty tiers of seats in each rounded end,
narrowing into the middle open space where there was a stage. The place
was jammed full of Monosapiens. The room buzzed with talk, until I
walked up in front of a stage where a panel of five sat.
A
million eyes had tracked my every footstep up here. Now I felt like
Daniel in the lion's den before a bunch of ravenous creatures waiting to
pounce on me. The silence was so silent that I heard my own
breathing. Yugo was strangely quiet, too. My right hand lay over his
chest and I felt the evenness of his breathing and soft thudding of his
heart. How could he be so serene when I was a whirlwind of anxiety and
doubts?
"You are Elizabeth Conner." The cream-colored, furry
hand slapped a gavel down, echoing the sharpness of his voice. His
nameplate read ‘Judge Ludwig’.
It was a statement, not a
question. I nodded, clutching Yugo a little tighter. A female sat
beside Judge Ludwig and tapped a pencil, eraser side down, on a file
folder, a fat file folder. Until she spoke, Mrs. Furbal looked like a
really nice grandmother, with heart-shaped pink lips and wearing granny
glasses.
"We have compiled facts of this case presented before
us regarding the misbegotten." Mrs. Furbal riffled through papers and
handed a sheet to Judge Ludwig as he continued. "The misbegotten by the
name of Yugo, brought into the Perpetual City by one Elizabeth
Conner." He looked at me as if I should confirm what he said, so I
nodded.
"First of all," the five Monosapiens on the panel
peered at me, like they measured me for good sense, "this is not a
judgment of you. We understand the dilemma you are in, one of emotional
attachment to the misbegotten, without a clear comprehension of the
larger issues, which we hope to clarify for you."
Mrs. Furbal
spoke next, avoiding me, focusing on the paper in front of her. "The
larger issues are: if acknowledged, the misbegotten must be claimed by
his parents; there is the question of what is to be done about the
coupling/uncoupling; and what deleterious effect will this have on the
progeny of the couple, the economical repercussions, and ultimately,
what effect will this have on our society?"
"Well said, Mrs.
Furbal," remarked the man sitting on her right, Mr. Reader. In
agreement, the others, Mr. Stix and Mr. Light, nodded and smiled like
puppets.
The judge met my gaze. I would not let them override
the 'larger issue' of murder. "You can't justify murder, can you?" I
challenged. I heard a low rippling of voices around me, but I couldn't
actually make out anything said.
That didn't seem to faze
Judge Ludwig. He explained, in a deliberate and precise tone, once
more, the 'larger issues'. "It is unfortunate that there must be such a
drastic and undesirable recourse to correct an individual's mistake,
but it is preferable to rectify the mistake rather than rend the fabric
of society. Those who go outside the legal union to find personal love
hurt not only a mate, but the offspring, therefore all of society. If
couples were allowed to divorce, it would bring pain, as well as
changes, to all. This must, and will be, the prime consideration of the
Perfect Council."
I was sweating and cold, for suddenly I
found myself in a quandary. I didn't want to say divorce was a good
thing, because I didn't believe it was. Hadn't I been hurt because of
my parents' divorce? I liked the idea that families stayed together. I
liked the idea of a perfect society. Would Yugo die if I agreed with
the Perfect Council? I couldn't let that happen, no matter what. But I
certainly didn't know what I was going to do about it, either.
I
glanced around me. Only one in the crowd of clones looked directly at
me, a woman with slightly different eyes and mouth, who clasped a
blanket in her hands, and she appeared desperate, on the brink of
standing up. She wet her lips several times, wringing the blanket
tighter and tighter. Yugo chirped, as if he recognized her, wanting her
attention, just as I hoped she would speak up. For I, too, recognized
her as the anxious face I had seen hiding in the bushes at Mr. D's
house.
"Elizabeth Conner!"
I jerked back to
attention before Judge Ludwig. Yugo yelped, wiggling and straining to
look behind me, making it nearly impossible to hold onto him. I was
ready to duck out of here and let these guys settle future issues for
themselves. I wasn't sure if I wanted to change things for the better,
but I did know that I wanted to go home and that my mother would
understand about Yugo.
Five faces loomed before me, without an ounce of sympathy for either Yugo or me, in spite of what they might say.
"By what defense do you wish to redeem the misbegotten?"
The
room full of Monosapiens waited for my answer. My brains were
scrambled and my voice had dried up; I thought any minute my heart would
hammer a hole in my chest. "I'll take Yugo home with me!" I
exclaimed.
"No!" thundered Judge Ludwig. "You will have the duration of the recess to prepare your defense. Dismissed!"
The
gavel cracked. I sank down on a nearby bench and tried to unravel my
disordered thoughts. Yugo's very life depended on me, and all I could
think of was how much I wanted out of this mess. I rocked Yugo, wanting
a response from him, but he struggled to free himself from my arms. He
was looking for that woman. But if she cared at all about him, why
didn't she claim him? And there may as well have been an ocean between
me and Mr. D, for it seemed pretty certain he wasn't going to help us,
either.
There wasn't any way out of this building, and
besides, where could we go? Back out there in the wastelands with those
horrible creatures that wanted a free meal? Right now, though, it
seemed like inside or out, we were facing some pretty terrible odds
trapped here with the Perfect Council sitting in judgment. If I ever had
to save my life, it was now. Strange, I thought suddenly, it's Yugo's
life that's at stake, not mine. But sometimes, it felt we were one and
the same.
Yugo plopped into my lap, radiating trust that
rankled me, for I was full of despair. I cupped his face with my hands,
and stared at him, trying to fathom his confidence.
Then
it clicked! Mr. D had said something was wrong with this society, and
that must be the key to this whole thing! If only I could unlock the
secret before it was too late. If only. And time was running out.
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